7.22 in the morning. i just stumbled home from a night out to forget. i'm kinda missing all of brunei right now.. i know i'm singaporean but it just feels like i need a place to just chill.. random msges from ppl informing me of a bbq at their backyards feel safer than stumbling home when there could be someone else waiting at ur doorstep when ur looking for ur keys..

i had to call the only person i knew who was still awake around this time.. to just talk to all the way home and back safely in my messy messy room.. thank you kp.. ur a great great friend

and i had to hang out till the sun started rising with all the almost-drunk clubbers.. thank you by definition and affiliates.. FAIZAL! :)

gerri and atul were great on-call companions and i feel lucky.. especially...

when yy n josh stepped up and made me feel i wasn't alone.. i just teared when i listened to them talking about how they would always be there especially when my mom wasn't around in singapore..

AND of course, my dear mom who was all ready to buy a ticket for my stepdad to singapore to make sure i was ok.. i never told her what was going on here for years.. because i wanted her to continue believing i was a strong person and i was capable of looking after myself.. but i felt i had to tell her today.. and she didn't judge me for being human..

i love you, mom.

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