Monday, April 28, 2008
i need a blog revamp.. all this emo shyt is getting to me.
ANYWAY, i'm in dubai now.. i believe i walked about 10 mins to the restaurant and back, and i need a darker foundation for work tomorrow. its hot in herre!
so what's been up erdi?
well, nothing much..
are you sure?
nah, i'm lying.. been out the past few weeks.. soaking up all i missed for a whole year.
really? thats interesting!
is it really? its nothing much really... juggling 6 guys at the same time, smoking sheesha till the break of dawn, partying till my neck hurts from headbanging, same shyt different day.. *yawns* (looks at nails and rolls eyes)
what the... i think my brains are all fried from mr. dubai sun.. better get to the books before i change my mind.. ta!
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erdi. last confessed at 7:45 PM
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7.22 in the morning. i just stumbled home from a night out to forget. i'm kinda missing all of brunei right now.. i know i'm singaporean but it just feels like i need a place to just chill.. random msges from ppl informing me of a bbq at their backyards feel safer than stumbling home when there could be someone else waiting at ur doorstep when ur looking for ur keys..
i had to call the only person i knew who was still awake around this time.. to just talk to all the way home and back safely in my messy messy room.. thank you kp.. ur a great great friend
and i had to hang out till the sun started rising with all the almost-drunk clubbers.. thank you by definition and affiliates.. FAIZAL! :)
gerri and atul were great on-call companions and i feel lucky.. especially...
when yy n josh stepped up and made me feel i wasn't alone.. i just teared when i listened to them talking about how they would always be there especially when my mom wasn't around in singapore..
AND of course, my dear mom who was all ready to buy a ticket for my stepdad to singapore to make sure i was ok.. i never told her what was going on here for years.. because i wanted her to continue believing i was a strong person and i was capable of looking after myself.. but i felt i had to tell her today.. and she didn't judge me for being human..
i love you, mom.
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Sunday, April 20, 2008
7.22 in the morning. i just stumbled home from a night out to forget. i'm kinda missing all of brunei right now.. i know i'm singaporean but it just feels like i need a place to just chill.. random msges from ppl informing me of a bbq at their backyards feel safer than stumbling home when there could be someone else waiting at ur doorstep when ur looking for ur keys..
i had to call the only person i knew who was still awake around this time.. to just talk to all the way home and back safely in my messy messy room.. thank you kp.. ur a great great friend
and i had to hang out till the sun started rising with all the almost-drunk clubbers.. thank you by definition and affiliates.. FAIZAL! :)
gerri and atul were great on-call companions and i feel lucky.. especially...
when yy n josh stepped up and made me feel i wasn't alone.. i just teared when i listened to them talking about how they would always be there especially when my mom wasn't around in singapore..
AND of course, my dear mom who was all ready to buy a ticket for my stepdad to singapore to make sure i was ok.. i never told her what was going on here for years.. because i wanted her to continue believing i was a strong person and i was capable of looking after myself.. but i felt i had to tell her today.. and she didn't judge me for being human..
i love you, mom.
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erdi. last confessed at 7:22 AM
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time goes by so slowly
when you're waiting for rescue
the water's getting cold..
and the ocean is not a home
when you're feeling all alone
its time to let you go..
give me something
to hold on to..
susie suh
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Saturday, April 19, 2008
time goes by so slowly
when you're waiting for rescue
the water's getting cold..
and the ocean is not a home
when you're feeling all alone
its time to let you go..
give me something
to hold on to..
susie suh
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erdi. last confessed at 2:25 PM
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They say, you find love in Paris. I got lost, had rashes from an overdose of mussels, froze over when the wind decided to blow, and couldn't communicate a proper sentence to a Chinese woman who only speaks French.
Then I came back to Singapore.
And I realised, I DID find love in Paris. Love, is, lost and cold. I'm not sure about allergy reactions. But even when we can speak to someone in the same language, we just don't necessarily understand.
Some people believe that when you find someone you love, you have to be with that person. I don't want to be lost, cold, and misunderstood. But I loved, and will continue loving, even if I am happier without love.
So let me breathe.
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Thursday, April 10, 2008
They say, you find love in Paris. I got lost, had rashes from an overdose of mussels, froze over when the wind decided to blow, and couldn't communicate a proper sentence to a Chinese woman who only speaks French.
Then I came back to Singapore.
And I realised, I DID find love in Paris. Love, is, lost and cold. I'm not sure about allergy reactions. But even when we can speak to someone in the same language, we just don't necessarily understand.
Some people believe that when you find someone you love, you have to be with that person. I don't want to be lost, cold, and misunderstood. But I loved, and will continue loving, even if I am happier without love.
So let me breathe.
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erdi. last confessed at 4:26 PM
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So much for staying in in Paris.. Luckily, a friend happened to be there.. Lo and behold..
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Thursday, April 03, 2008
So much for staying in in Paris.. Luckily, a friend happened to be there.. Lo and behold..
with the same winter jacket!
Anyway, Priscilla and I ventured out to quite a few places.. but the weather was bad.. her toes were dropping off.. we got lost... etc.. so we ended up in a shopping mall.. a $120 NafNaf dress and $200++ Longchamp bags later, we had mussels at Leon.. and that was my trip to Paris..
I promised pics of Old Trafford and some other 'ard the world' pics.. but I've got a lunch date with my darling Tiffany in town.. so... patience please... (i'm assuming people are just dying to read my blogs.. but i know better.. lets just pretend).