The house is extremely quiet without fana's heavy footsteps and occassional pats (or rather, whacks) on the back at the wrong times (eg. when you're trying to drink). I do miss her, and her neverending questions, in which answers to them won't help in any way. asking, for the sake of asking. the late night card games cease to exist. god knows we even had a deck of cards in the house till she came. and her shameless burps, in which, especially in public, would had you wishing you could dig a hole and bury her, or yourself in it.
I am listening to the antique sounds of Wet Wet Wet, Love Is All Around. Don't ask me why. It just happened to be on my 'ulu' playlist. I must add, however, that Love Actually ruined the song. That old buster replacing the lyrics with 'christmas is all around...'.
Yesterday was a whirlwind of emotions finally resting on my doorstep. I basically spent the day at the indian coffeeshop downstairs. What with my aunt and atul talking about cooking and relationships (you know the conversation will take about 2 whole hours of your time when they hit the abovementioned topics, and well, it did take exactly 2 hours). A huge sigh of relief when I came home, thinking that that was probably enough talktime for me in one day. Lo and behold! My phone number became the hotline for broken relationships. Headed down again and saw a friend pour his heart out while his 4 yr relationship took a heavy beating. Not that it helps when his ex was pouring HER heart out on the phone with me, and especially when the root of all these was sitting just next to me, sipping her damn mineral water, pretending nothing was wrong with tearing a relationship apart.
It especially didn't help when Yy was indulging in a book "Emotional Intelligence". I would've felt comforted if he said "chill, bro. time will heal." you know, speak OUR language. unfortunately, he preferred to quote from his book so it was a mixture of languages last night..
isk: i don't know what the hell i'm doing.
me: you just need to chill first. it takes time but you can't solve it all now. chill bro.
yy: you have to understand that the ratio is 24:1 when it comes to emotional and rational thinking. yada yada.
haha. as much as i hate to admit it, i'm gonna borrow that book from yy when he's done.
have a great weekend.
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