Thursday, February 01, 2007

don't you know you've got your daddy's eyes,
daddy was an alcoholic
but your mother kept it all inside
and she threw it all away

i haven't had a drop of alcohol in more than 3 weeks. and i feel low. not because i'm tempted to have it.

i guess, the only reason i drowned my sorrows in that heine bottle was because i felt closer to dad, even when i don't know what the hell he's been up to most of the time. he introduced me to the world of hangovers.

now there's nothing to make me feel closer to him. as much as it sounds good not having to make out what he's trying to say over his slurred speech, i do wonder if he's still alive.

you do the best to bring me down. i'm on your sinking ship and you're waving from my shore.


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