Wednesday, August 09, 2006
u may say i'm a dreamer, but i'm not the only one.
i've been thinking of moving somewhere else. i think i've had enough of busy streets and chaotic movements. singapore has turned into a mini china. and i was talking to a cab driver last night of the foreigners in singapore and how their population is almost as equal as ours. if there happened to be a war, then we're all dead, he said. true. but thats not the reason i'm thinking of moving.
i guess my life has been a mix of brunei and singapore. and that has made my thinking turn dual. the conservative me, and the kiasu me.
i would like to be in uk, or somewhere far, where i can start life anew, and build myself up. my own blood and sweat. then again, these are just dreams.
do take into consideration the following, which i entered in my diary 4 years ago:-
earn 10k and above a month by the age of 20 (i'm turning 21 now and 10k is still a long way to wait)
furnish myself with a bmw (i don't even have my driving license yet. i drive without it when i get the chance)
graduate with a first class honours (i think i didnt do well, but wait 2 yrs.. and i MIGHT have a 1st class)
have my own penthouse, no rentals, buy with cash before 23 (i wish..even if i win the big sweep, a million is not enough)
yup, thats singapore. the land of which dreams are only dreams. but its my country after all. and dreams are a source of motivation.
happy birthday singapore.
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erdi. last confessed at 11:07 AM
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After reading the post some might conclude that Erdi only wants Money, Penthouse and BMW.
What she means to say is that she would like to enjoy the status symbols of an accomplished life, achieved on her own terms.
She emphasizes the fact that they are mere dreams. One should interpret this post as a signal of her strong desire to pursue success as perhaps one facet of the totality of her life.
This is Mr Hardy in defence of Erdi.
