i guess what bothers me, is when i'm in a current situation, i tend to be in a standstill, for a little more than a long while. and that brings an assumption that thats me. the person the boys think i would be, for the rest of my life.

is it foreign to them, i wonder, that i've evolved into someone i never wanted to be from the very beginning. i hate being weak in the knees. i am weak in the knees.

but after an indirect affirmation, i believe, now, that i'm, again, back to the 'same old'.

so, goodnight boys.. you know who you are. and yes, i'm back to that person you all know, even if it means i'm unhappy with what i am. because being the 'foreign' me is just awkward given whatever situation.

the solo has me bound

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