fear of not being scared.

i had a huge argument today, with a bastard of an uncle. and i realised i've lost all fear of 'fearing' him. i didn't tremble as i used to when i shouted at him.. and that scared me.

when i feared before, i still felt human. but today, there was no fear at all, as if i'm capable of doing anything. and thats when i realised i've turned into that cold, ugly monster no one wants to be. you just know you've turned ugly when you have no fear left.

i guess halloween came early for me this year. kudos!!!!

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