This world falls down on you. And your eyes coloured red as you tear. The autumn leaves us to winter ends. Just how much can the heart take. But fret not, it takes time to sew. Lift thy eyes, in time you'll see. There's nothing unreal of this dream, it'll soon be lived. - ian the merman's text to me last night

Its better to lose your pride to your loved ones, than to lose your loved ones because of your pride - taken from nat's nick

went out for a quick catch up session with kart back at the old place, Old Brown Shoe.. and his brothers joined us and played cards... the lawyers and the vet.. haha.. kart, you are one left out fella.. but like you said, its for the better. and tiger, the feared german shepherd, has arthritis now so for once, it sat quietly, frowning like an innocent puppy.. and not attempting to pounce on anyone.. went over to their place for a little while, to play more games, and to try out their home-brewed beer. its a beer for non-beer lovers.. it tastes beer-y.. but not bitter.. so, yea, u get what i mean.. honestly, it was better than i expected..

bleeding and i'm slowly dying
softly sobbing away the miseries thats finally ending
a black rose, thorns growing blunt
petals drying, they're falling apart
cold wind brings shivers to the sullen ambience
raindrops choir with storming thunder
i'm here, alone, my own funeral
with nothing but a dying black rose
a celebration of the end
the moody journey that brought me here
fallen angels and their work of art
failing to bring me back to life - erdiana

4.35 am now, and i should get some sleep. sleep is good, you tend to live in nightmares, but on good nights, you can skip around in that wonderful dream and just live the moment. play the part. i sleep because i hope for better nights, where nightmares cease to exist. goodnight.

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