Friday, June 20, 2008
i'm moving to http://www.erdi-interrupted.blogspot.com :) oh, and for poetry, http://www.acousticpoetry.blogspot.com
so long, erdi-thing! hehe.
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erdi. last confessed at 5:24 PM
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i am homesick.
i fell sick the other day, and was in bed for about close to 18 hours. all i could think about was who was going to be there for me one day when i'm dying. a person, or would i die alone and get eaten by cats?
its a sick thought, but it was a time-killer indeed.
and after an emotional rollercoaster (thanks to medication, pms, and quiet walls) which lasted for that whole 18 hours, i got off my bed and struggled to my chair. and i thought to myself..
i'll be okay.
i don't have cats anyway.
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Saturday, June 14, 2008
i am homesick.
i fell sick the other day, and was in bed for about close to 18 hours. all i could think about was who was going to be there for me one day when i'm dying. a person, or would i die alone and get eaten by cats?
its a sick thought, but it was a time-killer indeed.
and after an emotional rollercoaster (thanks to medication, pms, and quiet walls) which lasted for that whole 18 hours, i got off my bed and struggled to my chair. and i thought to myself..
i'll be okay.
i don't have cats anyway.
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erdi. last confessed at 1:28 AM
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Her skin is white cloth,
and she's all sewn apart
and she has many colored pins
sticking out of her heart.
She has many different zombies
who are deeply in her trance.
She even has a zombie
who was originally from France.
But she knows she has a curse on her,
a curse she cannot win.
For if someone gets too close to her,
the pins stick farther in.
Tim Burton- The Melancholy Death of Oyster Boy and Other Stories
The simple, yet dark words of Tim Burton threw me into a childlike world of fantasies.. a different type of fantasy. A morbid one.
But i liked it. :)
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Thursday, May 22, 2008
Her skin is white cloth,
and she's all sewn apart
and she has many colored pins
sticking out of her heart.
She has many different zombies
who are deeply in her trance.
She even has a zombie
who was originally from France.
But she knows she has a curse on her,
a curse she cannot win.
For if someone gets too close to her,
the pins stick farther in.
Tim Burton- The Melancholy Death of Oyster Boy and Other Stories
The simple, yet dark words of Tim Burton threw me into a childlike world of fantasies.. a different type of fantasy. A morbid one.
But i liked it. :)
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erdi. last confessed at 5:40 PM
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i think i figured out a reason as to why i've been speechless lately. a midlife crisis, if you're the sort of person who has to have a label on everything. so what do i want to do? i'm in the midst of brainstorming for my exam at the very last minute (ah, for i have not changed at all!).. and it struck me when i realised everyone else was already diving into what they want to do. well, except for me, and a few others in my boat, still figuring out which way to go.
wrong timing, definitely. god help us.
in the meantime, we'll just let the waves roll over us.
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Monday, May 19, 2008
i think i figured out a reason as to why i've been speechless lately. a midlife crisis, if you're the sort of person who has to have a label on everything. so what do i want to do? i'm in the midst of brainstorming for my exam at the very last minute (ah, for i have not changed at all!).. and it struck me when i realised everyone else was already diving into what they want to do. well, except for me, and a few others in my boat, still figuring out which way to go.
wrong timing, definitely. god help us.
in the meantime, we'll just let the waves roll over us.
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erdi. last confessed at 11:25 PM
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i've always been better at expressing myself through writing, than speaking. i couldn't mumble out the words i wanted to say today. and if thats not bad enough, i don't even know where to start, even when i'm writing it down.
so, familiar stranger..
i hate not knowing..
will you spell it out?
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Tuesday, May 13, 2008
i've always been better at expressing myself through writing, than speaking. i couldn't mumble out the words i wanted to say today. and if thats not bad enough, i don't even know where to start, even when i'm writing it down.
so, familiar stranger..
i hate not knowing..
will you spell it out?
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erdi. last confessed at 5:29 AM
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so, at this point of time, i have no clue as to what to say or do.
just thought you should know.
duh.
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Monday, May 12, 2008
so, at this point of time, i have no clue as to what to say or do.
just thought you should know.
duh.
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erdi. last confessed at 5:34 PM
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Thursday, May 08, 2008
if life could be as picturesque as this view.. ahh..
my cheeks are sore from 2 weeks of laughter and silly jokes. time to get serious, what with the finals just around the corner.
Slow dancing on the boulevard
In the quiet moments while the city’s still dark
Sleepwalking through the summer rain and the tired spaces
Day breaking on the boulevard
Feel the sun warming up your second hand heart
Light swimming right across your face